The detachment from poison was bittersweet
There was nothing left
I seldom return to this place
Inside myself she cries to me
Like an inner child
The old me
How naive I was to think there was a cure from time
To obliterate the demons of my past
Banishing the bleak reality from my life and dreams
It returned with vengeance
I cannot sleep
I was in blissful denial
I now realise it never left