Am I happy within myself
Or do I exist for someone else?
I’m not an open book to read
Nor a garment
I fall apart at the seams
Fragile more than hardened
Yet you will find my heart poured over my sleeves.
I can be so loud yet so quiet
So enigmatic yet transparent
They all told me if I’m strong my dreams will come true and resound
I will not vanish into thin air
Fade into the background
Even when I fight it I am a contradiction of all I try to be
On reflection I am on a rollercoaster of my destiny.
